So, today I messed up really badly. Well, not actually today but quite a few months ago. Today is just when I decided to come clean.

I lied to Russ, about something really important to both of us and I just told him about it today.

We were Skyping and I happened to mention that I had once (and only once) lied about this particular thing and he was so ( Read more... )

I'm sure all of you have seen at least one of those moronic commercials for Depression medication. The foremost in my mind being the ones for Cymbalta.

"Depression hurts. Cymbalta can help."

These commercials feature dramatic music, cloudy days and people looking out their windows and sighing. These people are always alone and always wearing dull ( Read more... )

If there's one thing that I can't stand, its people who purposely try to ruin others relationships- just for their own fun and satisfaction.

Even perfectly platonic relationships.

Can anyone explain to me why someone would want to do this? The relationship has nothing to do with them, nothing at all. Its not hurting anyone, least of all the person ( Read more... )

I have a lot of people in my life. A whole lot of people- family, friends, acquaintances. But sometimes, a person just feels like they need more than that, they need someone to themselves. I'm not even sure what I mean by that, but I do know that I had a great dream last night (or this morning I guess), where I did have someone. Then my sister woke ( Read more... )

So I was cruising around the internet, bored out of my mind as usual when I saw something one of my RL friends had posted.

You know when you see something that's not meant to be hurtful, or even directed at you specifically but it just

tears your heart in half?

And its totally irrational, but you just can't help it? Yeah, that's me right now.
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So I've decided to write about something that always bothers me.

And I'll call this section "Today's Shattered Star"!
See there's the technicolor. :)

Anyway, Maturity.

Has anyone ever considered that we need time to be immature before we can be mature? ( Read more... )